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I Shouldn’t Cry… I Know…
 
Thu, 20th September 2007 at 11:08 am

…but I can’t help it. Would that not make me a big girl? *sigh* Many people tell me I shouldn’t because it’s a sign of weakness. I do agree it won’t solve any problems and stuff. But then, crying always makes me feel much better.

I’m in the middle of a dilemma for a big decision I should make. Thinking it through, I’ve had enough. I’ve been patient for too long. I do have feelings and sense to be appreciated. But I just don’t get it until now. I think it’s time for me to leave and move on with my life… And no, what I’m facing about now isn’t about love, it’s friendship… and sense of belonging…

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I’m full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you’ll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity


Commenters: Alyssa, Anna, anon, Cryslynn, Emily, Eunice, faye =), Judith, maribel, Melody, Millie, Nanda, Nicolah, Rina, Simply Precious, Sydney

 

 

 

17 Comments

Comment by faye =)

woah, this layout is very pretty!
Its always good to have a cry once in a while. It doesnt mean your weak, it means your normal.

Comment by Alyssa

hey hun sorry to bother you but i wanted to know if you’ll ever be putting your birthday script back up?

Comment by Anna

hope everything is going to be ok… :heart:

Comment by Najwa

Faye: Thanks dear… :heart:

Alyssa: I might put it back later after I made some changes and fixes.. :angel:

Comment by Judith

Crying is perfectly ok! You are not weak because you cry, it shows you are strong because you have no fear to appear weak to other people, who think crying is a sign of weakness.
Wha hope you understand my rambling lol.

Just stumbled upon your site again and your new layout is really beautiful :)

Comment by Sydney

it’s always okay to cry. *hug*

Comment by Cryslynn

Sounds like it’s time to move on hun. Also sounds like it’s a damn shame if you have to let a friend go. You sound like you would be a great friend.

Comment by Eunice

It’s definitely fine to cry. Everyone does it, and it does actually make you feel better – I speak from experience. Although it’s better to do it solitarily in a place which is not visible to prying eyes x) because if it is there will be much confusion and unfair taunting.

Cry for a while, have some chocolate, then think over it. Your head will be a lot clearer :)

Comment by Simply Precious

Wow, sorry to hear about the friendship dilema you’re facing… I’m in a bad situation right now also… =/ Good luck with your’s! *hugs*

Comment by Emily

Hello there,
I decided to drop a comment because I know what it feels like to just have to break down and cry. Hopefully everything turns out okay for you hun

Comment by Nicolah

Sometimes you just need to cry though.. So it’s okaie to cry.. It gets it out.

Comment by anon

aww it’s alright i know how you feel because i always cry literally! get well soon x

Comment by Nanda

Aw I hope you’ll be alright, and I hope things will work out. Crying isn’t bad, and it’s not a sign of weakness – it’s a sign of strength. Many people seem to think crying is a bad thing but by showing your emotions, you show others how strong you are. So don’t worry about that. I hope you’ll feel better soon.

(Btw, this font is a bit hard to read ;-) )

Comment by Rina

I don’t know what it is you’re going through but I hope everything turns out well, take care.

Comment by Millie

Heya there, so glad to see you posted finally, and thanks for emailing me and updating my url i do really appreciate it. Yay an update to the script fantastic. i have to reinstall the old one cause i changed domains. Hey i cry too. it makes me feel better when i do. ^^

Comment by maribel

its ok to cry….if u have to cry cry….it will make u feel better…

Comment by Melody

Your layout is incredible ! So wonderful 8O
And I’m sorry to read that you’re crying a lot but I understand. We all need to cry sometimes :love:

 

 

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