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I Shouldn’t Cry… I Know…
 
Thu, 20th September 2007 at 11:08 am

…but I can’t help it. Would that not make me a big girl? *sigh* Many people tell me I shouldn’t because it’s a sign of weakness. I do agree it won’t solve any problems and stuff. But then, crying always makes me feel much better.

I’m in the middle of a dilemma for a big decision I should make. Thinking it through, I’ve had enough. I’ve been patient for too long. I do have feelings and sense to be appreciated. But I just don’t get it until now. I think it’s time for me to leave and move on with my life… And no, what I’m facing about now isn’t about love, it’s friendship… and sense of belonging…

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal, Myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

The path that I’m walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I’m full grown
Fairytales don’t always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We’ll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you’ll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity




Commenters: Alyssa, Anna, anon, Cryslynn, Emily, Eunice, faye =), Judith, maribel, Melody, Millie, Nanda, Nicolah, Rina, Simply Precious, Sydney

 

 

 

17 Comments

Comment by faye =)
Posted on Sun, 23rd Sep 2007 at 12:25 am

woah, this layout is very pretty!
Its always good to have a cry once in a while. It doesnt mean your weak, it means your normal.

 
 
Comment by Alyssa
Posted on Sun, 23rd Sep 2007 at 11:41 am

hey hun sorry to bother you but i wanted to know if you’ll ever be putting your birthday script back up?

 
 
Comment by Anna
Posted on Sun, 23rd Sep 2007 at 11:59 am

hope everything is going to be ok… :heart:

 
 
Comment by Najwa
Posted on Sun, 23rd Sep 2007 at 12:11 pm

Faye: Thanks dear… :heart:

Alyssa: I might put it back later after I made some changes and fixes.. :angel:

 
 
Comment by Judith
Posted on Tue, 25th Sep 2007 at 5:54 am

Crying is perfectly ok! You are not weak because you cry, it shows you are strong because you have no fear to appear weak to other people, who think crying is a sign of weakness.
Wha hope you understand my rambling lol.

Just stumbled upon your site again and your new layout is really beautiful :)

 
 
Comment by Sydney
Posted on Tue, 25th Sep 2007 at 8:45 am

it’s always okay to cry. *hug*

 
 
Comment by Cryslynn
Posted on Tue, 25th Sep 2007 at 11:56 am

Sounds like it’s time to move on hun. Also sounds like it’s a damn shame if you have to let a friend go. You sound like you would be a great friend.

 
 
Comment by Eunice
Posted on Tue, 25th Sep 2007 at 11:14 pm

It’s definitely fine to cry. Everyone does it, and it does actually make you feel better - I speak from experience. Although it’s better to do it solitarily in a place which is not visible to prying eyes x) because if it is there will be much confusion and unfair taunting.

Cry for a while, have some chocolate, then think over it. Your head will be a lot clearer :)

 
 
Comment by Simply Precious
Posted on Thu, 27th Sep 2007 at 1:21 am

Wow, sorry to hear about the friendship dilema you’re facing… I’m in a bad situation right now also… =/ Good luck with your’s! *hugs*

 
 
Comment by Emily
Posted on Fri, 28th Sep 2007 at 1:03 am

Hello there,
I decided to drop a comment because I know what it feels like to just have to break down and cry. Hopefully everything turns out okay for you hun

 
 
Comment by Nicolah
Posted on Sat, 29th Sep 2007 at 12:07 am

Sometimes you just need to cry though.. So it’s okaie to cry.. It gets it out.

 
 
Comment by anon
Posted on Sat, 29th Sep 2007 at 5:43 am

aww it’s alright i know how you feel because i always cry literally! get well soon x

 
 
Comment by Nanda
Posted on Sun, 30th Sep 2007 at 6:49 pm

Aw I hope you’ll be alright, and I hope things will work out. Crying isn’t bad, and it’s not a sign of weakness - it’s a sign of strength. Many people seem to think crying is a bad thing but by showing your emotions, you show others how strong you are. So don’t worry about that. I hope you’ll feel better soon.

(Btw, this font is a bit hard to read ;-) )

 
 
Comment by Rina
Posted on Tue, 2nd Oct 2007 at 10:33 am

I don’t know what it is you’re going through but I hope everything turns out well, take care.

 
 
Comment by Millie
Posted on Wed, 3rd Oct 2007 at 1:38 am

Heya there, so glad to see you posted finally, and thanks for emailing me and updating my url i do really appreciate it. Yay an update to the script fantastic. i have to reinstall the old one cause i changed domains. Hey i cry too. it makes me feel better when i do. ^^

 
 
Comment by maribel
Posted on Sat, 13th Oct 2007 at 11:37 am

its ok to cry….if u have to cry cry….it will make u feel better…

 
 
Comment by Melody
Posted on Fri, 23rd Nov 2007 at 2:25 am

Your layout is incredible ! So wonderful 8O
And I’m sorry to read that you’re crying a lot but I understand. We all need to cry sometimes :love:

 
 

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